Random Talks

  You get to know yourself by revealing your most private fears, thoughts, and feelings. Look at your writing time as personal relaxation time. It's a time when you can de-stress and wind down. Write in a place that's relaxing and soothing, maybe with a cup of tea. Look forward to your journaling time. And know that you're doing something good for your mind and body. I am afraid of wasting time, that I am not using my day to the fullest. I avoid what I have to do! my assignments. I want to earn a lot of money travel the world. Make my parents proud.  I am at calm right now, in my isolation, I feel when I step out I will carry forward this energy into my day.  NO MASTURBATION, not avoiding it but trying not to do too much. INSTAGRAM DETOX. I don't know if I will be able to complete it or not. Have trust I will do it. I need to something to keep me busy all the time. Have a shower, trim, focus on communication skills and confidence, go to gym everyday. 

 Hi my name is Yatharth, didn't have to mention it coz I am the only one who is going to read it probably..... So nothing is going on really, monotonous life. I am too bored to do anything, but in reality I have so much to do and I will do it.(motivation hehehe) Uhm to a note to my future self: Don't worry there will be hard times much worse than now, rona bhi aa sakta hai, but don't loose hope coz you are strong if there is anyone who could win this situation is you and only you tabhi yeh problem aayi hai teri life me to make you stronger.  Agar ab tak tuune khud ke liye time nikal ke youtube channel start nahi kiya hai, ya guitar seekhna start nahi kiya hai to yeh tera reminder hai. Literally been another year, right now I am hoping to get a good job, working for good grades, want my parents to come visit here, they are not too sure whether I should stay here or not, but deep down you know the love hate relationship I have with Canada, which would always be there I guess....