Random Talks

  You get to know yourself by revealing your most private fears, thoughts, and feelings. Look at your writing time as personal relaxation time. It's a time when you can de-stress and wind down. Write in a place that's relaxing and soothing, maybe with a cup of tea. Look forward to your journaling time. And know that you're doing something good for your mind and body. I am afraid of wasting time, that I am not using my day to the fullest. I avoid what I have to do! my assignments. I want to earn a lot of money travel the world. Make my parents proud.  I am at calm right now, in my isolation, I feel when I step out I will carry forward this energy into my day.  NO MASTURBATION, not avoiding it but trying not to do too much. INSTAGRAM DETOX. I don't know if I will be able to complete it or not. Have trust I will do it. I need to something to keep me busy all the time. Have a shower, trim, focus on communication skills and confidence, go to gym everyday. 

 Hi my name is Yatharth, didn't have to mention it coz I am the only one who is going to read it probably..... So nothing is going on really, monotonous life. I am too bored to do anything, but in reality I have so much to do and I will do it.(motivation hehehe) Uhm to a note to my future self: Don't worry there will be hard times much worse than now, rona bhi aa sakta hai, but don't loose hope coz you are strong if there is anyone who could win this situation is you and only you tabhi yeh problem aayi hai teri life me to make you stronger.  Agar ab tak tuune khud ke liye time nikal ke youtube channel start nahi kiya hai, ya guitar seekhna start nahi kiya hai to yeh tera reminder hai. Literally been another year, right now I am hoping to get a good job, working for good grades, want my parents to come visit here, they are not too sure whether I should stay here or not, but deep down you know the love hate relationship I have with Canada, which would always be there I guess....

Every time I watch this movie, my perspective shifts and deepens. When I was younger, even just a year ago, I adored the first part of the film. The adventurous trip to Manali, the wild antics, and the exhilarating "Balam Pichkari" song gave me goosebumps—I still dream of celebrating Holi like that someday. However, now I find myself merely enduring that part. At 21, these are my days to embrace such craziness, and I fully intend to seize them. But as I've grown, I've realized the true essence of the movie emerges in the latter half, eight years into the story. Viewing Bunny and Avi from a neutral standpoint and relating to the friend who lives abroad and strives to mend friendships, I see their actions in a new light. They were both right in their ways. Bunny's realization of what he missed, especially when reminiscing about his father, is poignant. One scene that always strikes me is the kiss between Naina and Bunny. I feel it shouldn't have happened. Naina ...

 Have you ever sat on the floor with your legs folded. It’s a different feeling(puura system hil jaata hai yaar). Like this - So hello guys how are you guys doing , welcome to my another blog where we talk about random stuff going on in my life and in general(mostly my life). Well I was just doing my assignment and I took a break(obviously, can’t study for more than a minute, just kidding I can study for 10 hours straight, when there is a deadline only then, that’s a power which I think I have lost now! Sed life) so anyway, I randomly did it, sat on the floor with my legs folded and my legs started paining as soon as I started it, but kept it like that for some time(don’t know why), and after a few seconds or a 1 minute the pain went away, and I got that feeling(that system hil jaaana). That made me realize that this is how most things in life are maybe, pain to start but feels okayish in the middle and then towards the end it starts giving you pleasure, something which you h...

 If you have clicked on this blog then maybe you want to know what I am going through. But seriously why? Why would anyone want to know what is going on . You know one good way to create track of your activities and share what you did the whole day, is snapchatting it. Putting some snaps daily  is really popular amongst youngsters(P.S I am an uncle aged 50). I have wondered many times why people send snaps. Is it because it makes them look cool? My friend JP sure wants to look cool that's why he shares snaps, but that's not the actual reason I have seen people who do not want any attention in there lives and still sharing even the minutest thing happening in their lives. So they don't want to look cool. So what the hell do they want from snapchats?(P.S people do stuff because they want something in return, mostly). Maybe it's there way of telling how they feel! And people are kinda supportive. They see snaps, they send their snaps and sometimes even remind" Bro it...

 So, just opened my laptop and thought I would write. But what? Have you ever been in the phase when you have so many thoughts but you don’t pen it down and later they are all gone and now you are empty. I am experiencing something like that right now! Few days ago like in the shower I was thinking how different Indian parenting is from here(if you don’t know I moved to Canada like a month ago ,after a year of planning). I was like Ah finally. Will talk about new experiences in the city in some other blog. But this blog will capture my emptiness(Big words huh!) Why am I even doing this? Have you heard some motivators/inspirators(I don’t even know if that’s a word) saying that you should write if you want to know yourself. I know motivation is like bullshit or cocaine( it charges you up for a while and then straight back to normal) but you know from a rather long time now, I have not been doing much stuff(like I don’t feel to do anything, don’t wanna study, don’t wanna grow in...