The concept of KARMA

 Do you believe in the concept of Karma? Well basically I don’t but, something happened with me or started showing up which made me wonder does it really work. How far will this Karma thing accompany you? Now, do you believe in reincarnations or do you think that what you do, think (basically your karma) stays here in this single life?(comment down your answers)

So from two( and a half more, still no college) years I have been studying for JEE examination (for engineering aspirants). I have tried hard, left distractions(would not say that I overcame them all but, tried ), decided what people I would talk to, what would be my routine, no time waste on menial things(even sleeping more would make me feel I am wasting time). I don’t know if all that efforts were sufficient enough but, I really wanted to do what I could. Class 12th was perfect(so was 11th but, what I studied there and from whom I studied was not sufficient even, I was not that serious that time) getting up on time, sleeping properly , eating well and mind free of trash(unproductive thoughts, I would rather say them trash than ideas, ideas are pure and useful). Everything was fine until my first JEE attempt, you get two attempts each year(this time there were 4, lucky us, really?), after that I started quitting studies, my percentile was not as high as expected. My parents didn’t taunt nor put any blame on me, they even tried to boost my confidence. But I don’t know why I wasn’t studying, maybe those distractions I tried to avoid should have been avoided further(I don’t know how people manage their studies, work with those social media distractions, I just knew there was just one way, to do either one of them work or play).  Then I got to know from my aunt that I can study abroad, they were already living there and wanted me to come too, said so they will manage everything. I didn’t really wanted to go to Canada and opposed the proposal(I rather wanted to go to Delhi). But gradually it felt like I didn’t had any other option left then going abroad(a good college in Delhi need atleast 97 percentile studying abroad is easier). So I accepted it and got further chilled out ,I went for everything I restrained earlier Instagram, Snapchat, Youtube, Blogging(nobody really wanted me to start this) .And came my test for foreign admissions and, I don’t know why it was always a mess I mean booking the slots of the exam was a heck(you can’t book it now, some problem), called them, sorry due to COVID 19 we cancelled manual booking of slots, we will automatically give you, left the city to give exam, cancelled ,after leaving the city and, now postponed because Canadian government is not giving VISA to Indian students as, Indian government is not giving VISA to their students(everyone is scared of corona virus). And I am still hanging, more depressed now because now I am not accompanied with anything(nothing to read, to study, nowhere to go).

Well I don’t know if you got the KARMA teaching or not but, I got it. See, there was a time when I was studying and doing karma(work, effort) and this karma paved a way for me(foreign universities) and, now when I have stopped doing karma or efforts or work those opportunities are getting hindered. My mother want me to leave India and study outside but she also wants me to defeat this JEE examination so that I don’t leave defeated like I am running off the situation but ,as a winner.

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